I've had to put up with sharing my shower time with spiders, even a moth that one time but trust me, a ladybird is the freakiest. Especially this one. It didn't seem like your regular ladybird, it didn't have a black head, it was yellow and it had spider like reflexes. I had to keep an eye on it whilst showering, because you know, if it decided to attack me, I'd have to stagger some sort of self defense move, but if taken by surprise I'd mess it up, and slip and crack my head and die. Phew, glad I got out of that one alive. Also I can't squirt water at it so it goes down the plug hole and drowns, I'm just not that cruel.
Though when I made it safely out of my shower and looked back it had gone... now I'll be questioning whether it really ever was there in the first place, and was it a symbol, or methaphor for my life, with its struggling to climb the tiles rife with condensation and almost falling then falling, being on it's back on a tile edge then managing to pick itself up again though deciding it was just going to climb down this time.... unfortuatly this will stick in my head till something else manages to occupy it.
To those adoring fans of TransAction you may have noticed there were no updates last week. "Why? Oh Why?" you ask. Well... er... I dunno, I should have been able to update, seeing as I've finished Uni now, I managed to have two updates each week when I also had my exams, but now I have nothing surely I should be able to just update update update. Unfortuatly, now exam stress has gone it's been replaced with house finding and job finding stress, also CV writing stress, all this makes me want to not do anything, so I sit in front of the comp, with a box of red wine watching Kelly Clarkson videos on youtube. I think it's time I motivated myself. Yes, it really was a low point. Still you love box wine and Kelly Clarkson! and nope, fuck you, I will not feel ashamed.
I guess it's about time I either...
a) make a coffee and watch Kelly Clarkson on youtube.
b) make a coffee and finish off my CV.
c) make a coffee and draw transaction.
d) go back to bed.
I guess I should merge b) and c), I know though a) will creep in but as tempting as d) is I must resist at all costs.
Monday, 18 June 2007
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